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# Posté le dimanche 27 avril 2008 15:58
Piece of Fantasy
I'd like to be a snowflake
To turn myself into water
On your lips to melt so slowly
And then to drip along your entire body
I'd like to be a star
To represent your only light
In your dreams to slink in silently
And then to kiss you so softly
I'd like to be thew wind
To turn into air you breathe
To overrun your entire existance
And to arouse you endlsess shivers
I'd like to be the fire
To represent your only desire
Burry my soul in a sea of seduction
And in a second we'll be wrapped by our passion
I'd like to be a shining shadow
To touch you like no other
You challenge me ... and whisper I am your only fantasy
I smile ... and in a night we solve the entire mistery
To turn myself into water
On your lips to melt so slowly
And then to drip along your entire body
I'd like to be a star
To represent your only light
In your dreams to slink in silently
And then to kiss you so softly
I'd like to be thew wind
To turn into air you breathe
To overrun your entire existance
And to arouse you endlsess shivers
I'd like to be the fire
To represent your only desire
Burry my soul in a sea of seduction
And in a second we'll be wrapped by our passion
I'd like to be a shining shadow
To touch you like no other
You challenge me ... and whisper I am your only fantasy
I smile ... and in a night we solve the entire mistery
# Posté le dimanche 27 avril 2008 15:22
Modifié le dimanche 27 avril 2008 15:46
...
So sick of the people who lie to you on the face ... just stop it !
(to be continued)
# Posté le samedi 19 avril 2008 18:12
Bet With Life ! / Pari Avec La Vie !
It's raining ... I can feel drop by drop ...
Among the heaps of my memories and the black-white words, just one thought is rising in my entire body: I miss ...
It seems that years and years passed since the sun's light didn't fill through my small window... It's so hot! And my tears flow along my cheeks ... yes ... life is unfair ... I even lost my memories. I thought nothing could harm me anymore, I thought I was not able to love anymore ... to feel something and suddenly the coldness penetrates me so deeply that touches the marrow of my bones. I'm gathering myself in a corner and I'd like to hide somewhere but I don't have how to run ... I am still chained ... I even lost the last piece of my hope...
I step on the cold floor as a ghost, everything is black and white and I just can't breathe anymore, I can't feel the air ... I feel I stifle myself and suddenly I tread on a small shining marble. I lift it up and I look at her with my eyes fixed on it ... shall I dare? ... I watch my reflexion in the window and my eyes are glittering ... I can feel the air heavier and heavier ... yes I can do it ... I must do it ... and in a second my cage is breaking and the sunrays penetrate timidly my room. I am falling on my knees and I can finally breathe the fresh air. I gather my heart that has broken and my hands are filling with blood ... I stroke a memory ...
Freedom ... I locked everything that means past so deeply in my heart ...
Now everything has sense ... I used tu run away from this world ... I closed myself in my own solitude ... I thought I could forget ... I gathered inside me a huge dissappointement and a great hate and finally my heart ... turned into pieces ... but do you want to know something? ... I continued loving you with each part of my soul, body and mind. Now I'm hiding my memories in a box and I'm buring it. I felt my past didn't want to let me go so ... I let it go ...
I'm rewarding the hate with love ... the betrayal with friendship ... the dissappointment with hope ... the sadness with hapiness ... the tears with a smile ... the pain with a caress ...
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Il pleut ... Je peux sentir ca goutte a goutte. Parmi les tas de mes memoires et parmi les mots en blanc et noir seulment une pensee monte dans mon corps entier: quelque chose me manque ...
Il semble que les annees ont passe depuis que la lumiere du soleil n'a plus penetre ma petite fenetre. Il est trop chaud! ... Et les larmes s'ecoulent au long de mes joues ... oui ... la vie n'est pas juste ... et maintenant j'ai meme perdu mes memoires. Je croyais que rien ne pourrait me nuire plus, je croyais que je ne pourrais plus aimer, sentir quelque chose ... et soudainment ... la froideur me penetre profondment jusqu'elle touche la moelle de mes os. Je me bouscule dans un coin et je voudrais me cacher mais je n'ai pas comment courir ... je suis encore enchainee ... et j'ai meme perdu le dernier morceau de mon espoir.
Je fais un pas sur le froid plancher comme une fantome, tout est noir et blanc et je ne peux respirer plus, je ne peux sentir l'air ... Je sens que je me suffoque et soudainment je marche sur un etit marbre radieux. Je le souleve et je le regarde avec les yeux fixes ... devrais-j'oser? ... J'observe ma reflexion dans la fenetre et mes yeux brillent ... je peux sentir l'air plus et plus lourd ... oui je le peux faire ... je dois le faire ... et dans une seule seconde mon camp se brise et les rayons du soleil entrent timide dans ma chambre. Je tombe a genoux et je peux finalment respirer l'air frais. Je recueille mon coeur qui s'est casse et mes mains se remplissent de sang ... J'ai charge une memoire ...
Liberte ... J'ai ferme a clef dans mon coeur tout mon passe ...
Maintenant tout a un sense ... J'avais l'habitude de courir de ce monde ... je me suis fermee dans ma propre solitude ... J'ai pense que je peux oublier ... J'ai recueilli a mon interieur un desappointment enorme et une grande haine et finalment mon coeur ... s'est transforme en morceaux ... mais veux-tu savoir quelque chose? ... J'ai continue de t'aimer avec chaque morceau de mon ame, corps et esprit. Maintenant je cache mes memoires dans une boite et je l'enterre. J'ai senti que mon passe ne voulait pas me laisser etre libre .... donc je l'ai libere a lui ...
Je recompense la haine avec l'amour ... la trahison avec l'amitie ... la deception avec l'espoir ... la tristesse avec le bonheur ... les larmes avec un sourire ... la douleur avec une caresse ...
Among the heaps of my memories and the black-white words, just one thought is rising in my entire body: I miss ...
It seems that years and years passed since the sun's light didn't fill through my small window... It's so hot! And my tears flow along my cheeks ... yes ... life is unfair ... I even lost my memories. I thought nothing could harm me anymore, I thought I was not able to love anymore ... to feel something and suddenly the coldness penetrates me so deeply that touches the marrow of my bones. I'm gathering myself in a corner and I'd like to hide somewhere but I don't have how to run ... I am still chained ... I even lost the last piece of my hope...
I step on the cold floor as a ghost, everything is black and white and I just can't breathe anymore, I can't feel the air ... I feel I stifle myself and suddenly I tread on a small shining marble. I lift it up and I look at her with my eyes fixed on it ... shall I dare? ... I watch my reflexion in the window and my eyes are glittering ... I can feel the air heavier and heavier ... yes I can do it ... I must do it ... and in a second my cage is breaking and the sunrays penetrate timidly my room. I am falling on my knees and I can finally breathe the fresh air. I gather my heart that has broken and my hands are filling with blood ... I stroke a memory ...
Freedom ... I locked everything that means past so deeply in my heart ...
Now everything has sense ... I used tu run away from this world ... I closed myself in my own solitude ... I thought I could forget ... I gathered inside me a huge dissappointement and a great hate and finally my heart ... turned into pieces ... but do you want to know something? ... I continued loving you with each part of my soul, body and mind. Now I'm hiding my memories in a box and I'm buring it. I felt my past didn't want to let me go so ... I let it go ...
I'm rewarding the hate with love ... the betrayal with friendship ... the dissappointment with hope ... the sadness with hapiness ... the tears with a smile ... the pain with a caress ...
I made a bet with Life and I won !
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Il pleut ... Je peux sentir ca goutte a goutte. Parmi les tas de mes memoires et parmi les mots en blanc et noir seulment une pensee monte dans mon corps entier: quelque chose me manque ...
Il semble que les annees ont passe depuis que la lumiere du soleil n'a plus penetre ma petite fenetre. Il est trop chaud! ... Et les larmes s'ecoulent au long de mes joues ... oui ... la vie n'est pas juste ... et maintenant j'ai meme perdu mes memoires. Je croyais que rien ne pourrait me nuire plus, je croyais que je ne pourrais plus aimer, sentir quelque chose ... et soudainment ... la froideur me penetre profondment jusqu'elle touche la moelle de mes os. Je me bouscule dans un coin et je voudrais me cacher mais je n'ai pas comment courir ... je suis encore enchainee ... et j'ai meme perdu le dernier morceau de mon espoir.
Je fais un pas sur le froid plancher comme une fantome, tout est noir et blanc et je ne peux respirer plus, je ne peux sentir l'air ... Je sens que je me suffoque et soudainment je marche sur un etit marbre radieux. Je le souleve et je le regarde avec les yeux fixes ... devrais-j'oser? ... J'observe ma reflexion dans la fenetre et mes yeux brillent ... je peux sentir l'air plus et plus lourd ... oui je le peux faire ... je dois le faire ... et dans une seule seconde mon camp se brise et les rayons du soleil entrent timide dans ma chambre. Je tombe a genoux et je peux finalment respirer l'air frais. Je recueille mon coeur qui s'est casse et mes mains se remplissent de sang ... J'ai charge une memoire ...
Liberte ... J'ai ferme a clef dans mon coeur tout mon passe ...
Maintenant tout a un sense ... J'avais l'habitude de courir de ce monde ... je me suis fermee dans ma propre solitude ... J'ai pense que je peux oublier ... J'ai recueilli a mon interieur un desappointment enorme et une grande haine et finalment mon coeur ... s'est transforme en morceaux ... mais veux-tu savoir quelque chose? ... J'ai continue de t'aimer avec chaque morceau de mon ame, corps et esprit. Maintenant je cache mes memoires dans une boite et je l'enterre. J'ai senti que mon passe ne voulait pas me laisser etre libre .... donc je l'ai libere a lui ...
Je recompense la haine avec l'amour ... la trahison avec l'amitie ... la deception avec l'espoir ... la tristesse avec le bonheur ... les larmes avec un sourire ... la douleur avec une caresse ...
J'ai fait un pari avec la vie et j'ai gagne!
# Posté le mardi 15 avril 2008 17:34
Modifié le dimanche 04 mai 2008 10:53
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# Posté le samedi 12 avril 2008 10:45
Modifié le samedi 12 avril 2008 13:04
Selfish Love
I don't know what you are doing ... I don't know where you are ... I don't know if you ever think of me ... I don't know if you suffer in the same way I do ... I don't know if you feel that encumbrance inside as I do .... I don't know if you remember my smile because ... I search inside of my mind and I can't find yours ... unreasonable ... because usually it is always there ...
Time stops when you're not with me ... your steps lose in your trace...
You tell me what you feel but I can't be sure of anything ... our love is like a labyrinth and I lost myself but at least I know what I truly feel ...
Sometimes it seems that we are just two parts of a whole that complete and destroy each other ... forever we will search and eternal we will chase each other like the Sun and the Moon ... doomed to loneliness for eternity ... you angel, I temptation ... you a mountain of security, I an unbridled sea of incertitude ...
You don't see me ... you don't feel me ... you don't hear me ... just indifference ... the burning traces of my tears are deeper and deeper ... the shadow of my soul becomes intenser and intenser ...
I am a thought ... I am a sunray ... I am a cloud ... I am a flower ... I am a butterfly ... I am everything you love and everything you hate .... I AM NOTHING! ... But do you know something? ... From this nothing you could have done everything you wanted ...
Oh and ... something more ... do you remember that smile that disappeared from my mind? .... well ... I have just found it ... it was in my soul ...
Time stops when you're not with me ... your steps lose in your trace...
You tell me what you feel but I can't be sure of anything ... our love is like a labyrinth and I lost myself but at least I know what I truly feel ...
Sometimes it seems that we are just two parts of a whole that complete and destroy each other ... forever we will search and eternal we will chase each other like the Sun and the Moon ... doomed to loneliness for eternity ... you angel, I temptation ... you a mountain of security, I an unbridled sea of incertitude ...
You don't see me ... you don't feel me ... you don't hear me ... just indifference ... the burning traces of my tears are deeper and deeper ... the shadow of my soul becomes intenser and intenser ...
I am a thought ... I am a sunray ... I am a cloud ... I am a flower ... I am a butterfly ... I am everything you love and everything you hate .... I AM NOTHING! ... But do you know something? ... From this nothing you could have done everything you wanted ...
Oh and ... something more ... do you remember that smile that disappeared from my mind? .... well ... I have just found it ... it was in my soul ...
# Posté le mercredi 09 avril 2008 18:17
Modifié le vendredi 11 avril 2008 17:12
Irrational Foolish
Everything you tell me now ... there are just words with no meaning. I didn't forget, and I will never be able to forget what happened between us ... nonsense... you act and think in a perverse way just for youself. You insist to keep me just for you but I don't feel you just for me. In my mind arises an horizon of indifference or at least ... this is what I tend to believe. I build a defensive shield between you and me ... otherwise I just don't have the power to understand you anymore.
What is happening to me? It hurts me physical but it starts from inside. I am just an emotional child, affected by what happens around me ... I blame you for all the suffering you caused me ... for everything I suffered and I still suffer. Perhaps I tend to ask worthless things, now I am just confused blocked in a world that seems to have no sense.
Now my tears are too rose ... colour that flows from the depth of my drab soul ...
Once you painted me in the shades of love ... we were dreaming mounted on the rainbow of the immortality ... of the eternal love ...
Now I walk through the night with the flash stired up, searching the heart you broke ... Now there are just words lost by the wind .... burnt by the sun ... drowned by the rain and everything I spell seems to be now so irrational ...
It's so strange the way I keep you in my mind even when I don't try to think, when my mind is invaded by nothing. I don't even know what I am writting ... I waste the ink ... I swot the brush of my suffering, sharing to this piece of paper nothing more than mortal remains ... than fragments of my desires ... Nothing has any sense and I smile ... but that is just apparently because inside of me that is my way of cursing you ... of cursing you tacitly to happines ...
You hurt me but I wish only the best for you ... I want to cry, but you to laugh .... I want to be quiet, but you to sing ... I want to die, but you to fly!
I ADORE YOU! Overwhelming happiness ... that's all I want for you ... why? ... because I still love you irrational foolish !!!
What is happening to me? It hurts me physical but it starts from inside. I am just an emotional child, affected by what happens around me ... I blame you for all the suffering you caused me ... for everything I suffered and I still suffer. Perhaps I tend to ask worthless things, now I am just confused blocked in a world that seems to have no sense.
Now my tears are too rose ... colour that flows from the depth of my drab soul ...
Once you painted me in the shades of love ... we were dreaming mounted on the rainbow of the immortality ... of the eternal love ...
Now I walk through the night with the flash stired up, searching the heart you broke ... Now there are just words lost by the wind .... burnt by the sun ... drowned by the rain and everything I spell seems to be now so irrational ...
It's so strange the way I keep you in my mind even when I don't try to think, when my mind is invaded by nothing. I don't even know what I am writting ... I waste the ink ... I swot the brush of my suffering, sharing to this piece of paper nothing more than mortal remains ... than fragments of my desires ... Nothing has any sense and I smile ... but that is just apparently because inside of me that is my way of cursing you ... of cursing you tacitly to happines ...
You hurt me but I wish only the best for you ... I want to cry, but you to laugh .... I want to be quiet, but you to sing ... I want to die, but you to fly!
I ADORE YOU! Overwhelming happiness ... that's all I want for you ... why? ... because I still love you irrational foolish !!!
# Posté le samedi 05 avril 2008 07:45
Modifié le samedi 05 avril 2008 12:14
My Mood At This Moment Represented By ...
Mariah Carey - Without you
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
No I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
No I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there
But then I let you go
And now it's only fair
That I should let you know
What you should know
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
Well I can't forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't live
I can't give anymore
I can't live
If living is without you
I can't give
I can't give anymore
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# Posté le vendredi 04 avril 2008 19:31
So Many Unknown Things
"You taught me that being natural means being human ... you taught me that you can't always be a shinning star but you can always try not to be just one more cloud on the sky ... you taught me that the smile of a simple child is like the blossom of a flower ... you taught me to see the essence of the simple things and to smile when I feel the touch of the sunrays ... you taught me that I can always fly if I just believe I can ... you taught me that the friendship is a rainbow turned into reality ... you taught me that the language of our love is like the unstopable game of the butterflies ... you taught me so many things and then you left silently forsaking me in a moor of confusion...
Yes you left as a cruel demon and you taught me without intention one more thing I hoped I would never be taught ... you taught me that I am too innocent to still believe everything you taught me
Endless pain, rain of tears, screams of inside agitation, an ocean full of burning dreams turned into dust, of innocent feelings turned into ashes, yells of my soul, seldom beats of my heart and... it just broke itself ... no horizon ...
I learnt that someone can throw away al the storms from your life just with a warm sight ... I learnt that someone can change your whole night only by holding you in his arms ... I learnt that only with a smile someone can turn your cloudy day into a sunny day ... I learnt that life can be played as a chess game only in white and black when you don't have that someone near you ... I learnt that being sincere rise you above everyone and everything because everyone has the bravery of telling lies but not everyone has the bravery of telling the truth ...
Life made me realise that I will have part of many desillusions but everytime I have to go on, to pass over and to keep my eyes rised ... Life made me realise that some dreams can be turned into reality if I have faith respect and feelings ... Life made me realise that I will never be alone because my true friends will always be there for me changing my world ... Life made me realise that I always have to choose at least between two ways and that actually I draw my own destiny and that I am the only guilty for my mistakes .... Life made me realise that I aways have to be myself and only this way I won't be just a shadow among an army of shadows on this Earth but a coloured anxious light with real feelings among that army of shadows ... Life made me realise that loving someone sincere is the purest feeling and ... Life made me realise one more thing ... that I wilI still be taught many things, that I will still learn many things and that it will still make me realise many things for all my life ... because there are still so many unknown things"
This is for Carlo, my special friend, who taught me maybe without knowing so many things... I learnt from him that is important to smile in every moment of your life and that hapiness comes from the people around us, that life goes fastly and we have to enjoy every moment, that in a true friendship you have to keep just the persones who deserve to be there, that sometimes the things don't work as you expect but you always must find the inside power to move on without regrets, that we don't have to judge a book by its cover and that the appearences can be tricky, ... and the most important thing I will never forget ...he taught me never to be afraid of what I feel but of what I don't feel ...
Yes you left as a cruel demon and you taught me without intention one more thing I hoped I would never be taught ... you taught me that I am too innocent to still believe everything you taught me
Endless pain, rain of tears, screams of inside agitation, an ocean full of burning dreams turned into dust, of innocent feelings turned into ashes, yells of my soul, seldom beats of my heart and... it just broke itself ... no horizon ...
I learnt that someone can throw away al the storms from your life just with a warm sight ... I learnt that someone can change your whole night only by holding you in his arms ... I learnt that only with a smile someone can turn your cloudy day into a sunny day ... I learnt that life can be played as a chess game only in white and black when you don't have that someone near you ... I learnt that being sincere rise you above everyone and everything because everyone has the bravery of telling lies but not everyone has the bravery of telling the truth ...
Life made me realise that I will have part of many desillusions but everytime I have to go on, to pass over and to keep my eyes rised ... Life made me realise that some dreams can be turned into reality if I have faith respect and feelings ... Life made me realise that I will never be alone because my true friends will always be there for me changing my world ... Life made me realise that I always have to choose at least between two ways and that actually I draw my own destiny and that I am the only guilty for my mistakes .... Life made me realise that I aways have to be myself and only this way I won't be just a shadow among an army of shadows on this Earth but a coloured anxious light with real feelings among that army of shadows ... Life made me realise that loving someone sincere is the purest feeling and ... Life made me realise one more thing ... that I wilI still be taught many things, that I will still learn many things and that it will still make me realise many things for all my life ... because there are still so many unknown things"
This is for Carlo, my special friend, who taught me maybe without knowing so many things... I learnt from him that is important to smile in every moment of your life and that hapiness comes from the people around us, that life goes fastly and we have to enjoy every moment, that in a true friendship you have to keep just the persones who deserve to be there, that sometimes the things don't work as you expect but you always must find the inside power to move on without regrets, that we don't have to judge a book by its cover and that the appearences can be tricky, ... and the most important thing I will never forget ...he taught me never to be afraid of what I feel but of what I don't feel ...
Thank you Carlo once again for being my friend ... Thank you for giving me true lessons of life ... Thank you for your sincerity ... Thank you for every word you ever told me ... Thank you for every thought you have about me ... Thank you for so many things :)
You know you have all my respect and my entire friendship
You know you have all my respect and my entire friendship
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# Posté le dimanche 30 mars 2008 18:42
Modifié le lundi 31 mars 2008 05:42
Shadows of destiny
My tears are shivering souless
My voice is lost of so much coldness
My passion whispers something just for you
A word that you don't even know
You don't remeber my name
And I remain embraced by the darkness
In a world where the wind breathes endless
Telling me the mystery of the survial
I step on the shadows of that memories
I wake up in the cruelty of the morning
And the rain drops little sparkles in my hair
I feel a pain and the wishes make me remember...
My voice is lost of so much coldness
My passion whispers something just for you
A word that you don't even know
You don't remeber my name
And I remain embraced by the darkness
In a world where the wind breathes endless
Telling me the mystery of the survial
I step on the shadows of that memories
I wake up in the cruelty of the morning
And the rain drops little sparkles in my hair
I feel a pain and the wishes make me remember...
I wished I could hear just one last time that sweet words that give me thrills
I wished I would never loose the burning trace of your sight
I wished I would never loose the smell of our desire
I wished I would never loose the soft touch of your kiss
I just wished I could tell you that my entire world were you ...
I wished I would never loose the burning trace of your sight
I wished I would never loose the smell of our desire
I wished I would never loose the soft touch of your kiss
I just wished I could tell you that my entire world were you ...
# Posté le dimanche 23 mars 2008 18:16
Modifié le lundi 24 mars 2008 13:54
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