Who deserves it ... =)
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karismatiq
Empty ... inside and outside ...
21 anni
Bucharest
Romania
This is for...
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# Postato giovedì 20 marzo 2008 19:37
Modificato sabato 12 aprile 2008 11:04
Just remember...
Throw me just a last smile ... Let my sight lose itself in the blue sheens ... Drown yourself in dead dreams ... Give me back the green of the stars ... Sleep in your own deep pain ... Throw me in the abyss of the colors ... Look at the white of the snowflakes ... Burn me in the pain of your eyes and maybe this way you will make the distance between you and me disappear...
Remember who I am ... remember the death of the dreams, let me believe you didn't forget ... remember the flight of the music in our world, let me believe I still have wings ... remember the sweet symphony of the sea, let me believe that my illusions drowned in its deepness ... remember the road of our sights, let me believe that the memory of your look still hurts ... remember the dance of love between you and me, let me believe you didn't lose the rhytm ... remember my smile, let me believe that the sadness doesn't kill ... remember our dates, let me believe you still understand the time's ireversibility ... remember my tears, let me believe you still watch the sky ... remember I loved you, let me believe your soul is missing me ... remember how much I suffered, let me believe you could remember any of these things someday ...
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# Postato giovedì 20 marzo 2008 07:12
Modificato venerdì 21 marzo 2008 18:00
A Legend
A legend tells that at the beginning of the world, when God decided to create the Woman, He noticed that He had exhausted all the materials for the Man and that he had nothing more ...
In front of this dilemma and after a deep meditation, He decided to do the next thing: He took the roundnessof the moon, the sweet curves of the waves, the tender adhesion of the morning glory, the fragile mouvement of the leaves, the slender silhouette of the palms, the delicate appearance of the flowers , the infatuated look of the stag and the joy of the sunrays, the shyness of the martin, the vanity of the peacock, the suaveness of the swan, the sparkles of the diamond, the softness of the pigeon, the cruelty of the tiger, the flame of the fire and the coldness of the snow ...
Then ... he minggled all these different ingredients ... He created the Woman and gave her to the Man ...
After a week the Man came and said:
- Father, the creature you gave to me makes me unhappy... she askes me to give her all my attention ... she never leaves me alone ... she talks too much ... she cries with no reason ... she makes me suffer and she hurts me ... I give her back to You ... I just don't want to live with her anymore ...
- Fine, said God, and He took the Woman ...
After another week the Man returned and said:
- Father, I am so lonely since I gave back to you the creature You had created for me ... she was singing and dancing with me ... she was looking at me warmly and her sight caressed me ... she was laughing and her laugh sounded like a music in my years ... she was beautiful and her touch was so sweet ...
In front of this dilemma and after a deep meditation, He decided to do the next thing: He took the roundnessof the moon, the sweet curves of the waves, the tender adhesion of the morning glory, the fragile mouvement of the leaves, the slender silhouette of the palms, the delicate appearance of the flowers , the infatuated look of the stag and the joy of the sunrays, the shyness of the martin, the vanity of the peacock, the suaveness of the swan, the sparkles of the diamond, the softness of the pigeon, the cruelty of the tiger, the flame of the fire and the coldness of the snow ...
Then ... he minggled all these different ingredients ... He created the Woman and gave her to the Man ...
After a week the Man came and said:
- Father, the creature you gave to me makes me unhappy... she askes me to give her all my attention ... she never leaves me alone ... she talks too much ... she cries with no reason ... she makes me suffer and she hurts me ... I give her back to You ... I just don't want to live with her anymore ...
- Fine, said God, and He took the Woman ...
After another week the Man returned and said:
- Father, I am so lonely since I gave back to you the creature You had created for me ... she was singing and dancing with me ... she was looking at me warmly and her sight caressed me ... she was laughing and her laugh sounded like a music in my years ... she was beautiful and her touch was so sweet ...
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# Postato martedì 18 marzo 2008 15:05
I am...
Now ... don't get me wrong ... I'm not depressive or something ... actually I have a joyful personality and in my everyday life I'm always smiling and laughing but just that sometimes I am overwhelmed by certain situations and I have to relieve myself ... or there are just some things I like ... or I feel ... :):*
And anyway having some friends like I do ...and being always in their presence ... it's just impossible not to smile :)
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# Postato lunedì 17 marzo 2008 16:02
Modificato lunedì 17 marzo 2008 17:26
Missing you
To touch the sky
With my thoughts
To gather dreams
In a bunch of stars
To see the light
When my eyes are closed
To pick up flowers
When there is still snow on the trees
To embrace the world
With my arms closed
To rain the desert
And dreams to rise
To die for a moment
And then to revive
To transform myself in night
When everywhere is light
To make the fire burn
When the flame is ash
To be able to find hope
In everything that doesn't exist
And then will my love still be so sad?
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# Postato domenica 16 marzo 2008 19:19
Modificato domenica 16 marzo 2008 19:33
One of my fears
First of all I am human and I have many fears ... and one of them is saying "I love you" ...
I know it's strange ... nowadays you hear these words everywhere...sometimes even when it's not the case ... and when I look around me and I see how easily seems to the others saying these words I start having some doubts about me ...
At first I thought I can't spell them perhaps because I'm not able to love anyone ... but then I thought better and I realised that actually I am afraid of spelling them because I am afraid of getting hurt. I have always been afraid of that because people often let me down and this is why I chose not to trust them and to wear a cold mask which make me not seem vulnerable...
It's so sad doing that but I have no choice ... I would like be myself anywhere anytime ... I would like to be able to say to the people from my life that I love them before it's too late but I don't want to finish the story here because I don't want this end for it ...
I know it's strange ... nowadays you hear these words everywhere...sometimes even when it's not the case ... and when I look around me and I see how easily seems to the others saying these words I start having some doubts about me ...
At first I thought I can't spell them perhaps because I'm not able to love anyone ... but then I thought better and I realised that actually I am afraid of spelling them because I am afraid of getting hurt. I have always been afraid of that because people often let me down and this is why I chose not to trust them and to wear a cold mask which make me not seem vulnerable...
It's so sad doing that but I have no choice ... I would like be myself anywhere anytime ... I would like to be able to say to the people from my life that I love them before it's too late but I don't want to finish the story here because I don't want this end for it ...
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# Postato sabato 15 marzo 2008 17:51
Modificato mercoledì 09 aprile 2008 07:57
My Soul Song ... Christina Aguilera - I turn to you :X :)
When I'm lost in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way.
And when I'm scared,
And losing ground,
When my world is going crazy,
You can turn it all around.
And when I'm down you're there
- pushing me to the top.
You're always there,
giving me all you've got.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
When I lose the will to win,
I just reach for you and
I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing,
'Cause your love inspires me.
And when I need a friend,
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For the arms to be my shelter
through all the rain,
For truth that will never change,
For someone to lean on,
For a heart I can rely on through anything,
For that one who I can run to...
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
For a shield from the storm,
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong,
For the will to carry on
For everything you do,
for everything that's true
I turn to you.
I turn to you...
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# Postato venerdì 14 marzo 2008 13:24
Modificato mercoledì 09 aprile 2008 08:01
Destiny
Fly!
Without me ...
It's my turn to run of you
Be transparent ...
I believe in you
Look them in their eyes...
I care about you
Have hope ...
I will wait
Talk with your heart ...
I will listen to you
Be strong ...
I will smile for you
Don't look back ...
I will hide
Look forward ...
But never give up
To that smile ...
To that smile I only know ...
Without me ...
It's my turn to run of you
Be transparent ...
I believe in you
Look them in their eyes...
I care about you
Have hope ...
I will wait
Talk with your heart ...
I will listen to you
Be strong ...
I will smile for you
Don't look back ...
I will hide
Look forward ...
But never give up
To that smile ...
To that smile I only know ...
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# Postato giovedì 13 marzo 2008 17:32
Modificato mercoledì 09 aprile 2008 08:03
just a quote :)
If I hadn't had feelings maybe I would have become the most intelligent woman on the Earth... but ... there is always a but :)
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# Postato giovedì 13 marzo 2008 15:08
Modificato lunedì 07 aprile 2008 19:04
Simple words
So many words told with no sense, so many meaningful words ... so much indifference ... so much carelessness...
Seconds ... minutes ... hours ... days ... weeks ... months ... years ... all of them pass nearby and all of them put their careless print on me. I have wishes ... I can't just stop. Time should see that I exist that I'm not just invisible. I want to melt myself like the sunrays, I want to spoil myself like the breath of the wind, I want to drain myself like the rain's avasts, I want to fly like the travelling birds ... and I want just one more thing ... the most important ... always to feel your warm look ...
So many misunderstood feelings, so many broken thoughts, so many heart-rending words...
Seconds ... minutes ... hours ... days ... weeks ... months ... years ... all of them pass nearby and all of them put their careless print on me. I have wishes ... I can't just stop. Time should see that I exist that I'm not just invisible. I want to melt myself like the sunrays, I want to spoil myself like the breath of the wind, I want to drain myself like the rain's avasts, I want to fly like the travelling birds ... and I want just one more thing ... the most important ... always to feel your warm look ...
So many misunderstood feelings, so many broken thoughts, so many heart-rending words...
just a lost thought :)
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# Postato mercoledì 12 marzo 2008 18:17
Modificato martedì 02 settembre 2008 14:32
