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So Many Unknown Things

So Many Unknown Things
"You taught me that being natural means being human ... you taught me that you can't always be a shinning star but you can always try not to be just one more cloud on the sky ... you taught me that the smile of a simple child is like the blossom of a flower ... you taught me to see the essence of the simple things and to smile when I feel the touch of the sunrays ... you taught me that I can always fly if I just believe I can ... you taught me that the friendship is a rainbow turned into reality ... you taught me that the language of our love is like the unstopable game of the butterflies ... you taught me so many things and then you left silently forsaking me in a moor of confusion...
Yes you left as a cruel demon and you taught me without intention one more thing I hoped I would never be taught ... you taught me that I am too innocent to still believe everything you taught me
Endless pain, rain of tears, screams of inside agitation, an ocean full of burning dreams turned into dust, of innocent feelings turned into ashes, yells of my soul, seldom beats of my heart and... it just broke itself ... no horizon ...
I learnt that someone can throw away al the storms from your life just with a warm sight ... I learnt that someone can change your whole night only by holding you in his arms ... I learnt that only with a smile someone can turn your cloudy day into a sunny day ... I learnt that life can be played as a chess game only in white and black when you don't have that someone near you ... I learnt that being sincere rise you above everyone and everything because everyone has the bravery of telling lies but not everyone has the bravery of telling the truth ...
Life made me realise that I will have part of many desillusions but everytime I have to go on, to pass over and to keep my eyes rised ... Life made me realise that some dreams can be turned into reality if I have faith respect and feelings ... Life made me realise that I will never be alone because my true friends will always be there for me changing my world ... Life made me realise that I always have to choose at least between two ways and that actually I draw my own destiny and that I am the only guilty for my mistakes .... Life made me realise that I aways have to be myself and only this way I won't be just a shadow among an army of shadows on this Earth but a coloured anxious light with real feelings among that army of shadows ... Life made me realise that loving someone sincere is the purest feeling and ... Life made me realise one more thing ... that I wilI still be taught many things, that I will still learn many things and that it will still make me realise many things for all my life ... because there are still so many unknown things"


This is for Carlo, my special friend, who taught me maybe without knowing so many things... I learnt from him that is important to smile in every moment of your life and that hapiness comes from the people around us, that life goes fastly and we have to enjoy every moment, that in a true friendship you have to keep just the persones who deserve to be there, that sometimes the things don't work as you expect but you always must find the inside power to move on without regrets, that we don't have to judge a book by its cover and that the appearences can be tricky, ... and the most important thing I will never forget ...he taught me never to be afraid of what I feel but of what I don't feel ...
Thank you Carlo once again for being my friend ... Thank you for giving me true lessons of life ... Thank you for your sincerity ... Thank you for every word you ever told me ... Thank you for every thought you have about me ... Thank you for so many things :)
You know you have all my respect and my entire friendship
# Posted on Sunday, 30 March 2008 at 6:42 PM
Edited on Monday, 31 March 2008 at 5:42 AM

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