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Selfish Love

Selfish Love
I don't know what you are doing ... I don't know where you are ... I don't know if you ever think of me ... I don't know if you suffer in the same way I do ... I don't know if you feel that encumbrance inside as I do .... I don't know if you remember my smile because ... I search inside of my mind and I can't find yours ... unreasonable ... because usually it is always there ...
Time stops when you're not with me ... your steps lose in your trace...
You tell me what you feel but I can't be sure of anything ... our love is like a labyrinth and I lost myself but at least I know what I truly feel ...
Sometimes it seems that we are just two parts of a whole that complete and destroy each other ... forever we will search and eternal we will chase each other like the Sun and the Moon ... doomed to loneliness for eternity ... you angel, I temptation ... you a mountain of security, I an unbridled sea of incertitude ...
You don't see me ... you don't feel me ... you don't hear me ... just indifference ... the burning traces of my tears are deeper and deeper ... the shadow of my soul becomes intenser and intenser ...
I am a thought ... I am a sunray ... I am a cloud ... I am a flower ... I am a butterfly ... I am everything you love and everything you hate .... I AM NOTHING! ... But do you know something? ... From this nothing you could have done everything you wanted ...
Oh and ... something more ... do you remember that smile that disappeared from my mind? .... well ... I have just found it ... it was in my soul ...
# Posted on Wednesday, 09 April 2008 at 6:17 PM
Edited on Friday, 11 April 2008 at 5:12 PM

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